He Never Gives In

On of my favorite songs is by David Crowder Band,  He Never Gives Up. I am constantly being reminded that My God does not give in.  No matter what obstacles seem to rise from the muck and mire of this world.  this last week I was given yet another opportunity to prove to myself where my faith lies. I am pregnant and I am diabetic.  Because of the combination I not only have a regular OB, Dr. Tadvick,( whom Mick and I absolutely love), but I also go to a specialist in maternal and fetal medicine, Dr. Maberry. We love both of our Dr.s and trust them with out hesitation. Two months ago Dr. Maberry told me that he felt that I should see a pediatric cardiologist  juts to be on the safe side. My appointment was this last week. Callan got an over all A for structure and flow, but Dr. Day did find a small issue. The septum between the chambers of the heart are thicker than they should be. This makes it more cumbersome for the heart to pump blood in and out.

I will admit that i held together really well as he was explaining things to me. I smiled at the desk on the way out and said hello to the people coming into the building. I then  picked up my phone and called my mommy. When I heard her voice a slew of emotions flooded me and I began to weep. I explained everything that Dr. Day had told me and she sweetly began to remind me that we kn ow the facts but we also know His truth. The truth is that I am the daughter of Lazarus and not only that I am a daughter of the king. He is in control of this life and there is nothing that I can do but trust Him and know that I know that I know...He will take care of my child and Callan will be born healthy and strong.

In other fronts Dad is doing better every day. he going to be moved to a special hospital that will prepare him for rehab. We are all excited and a little scared. The move is a huge leap forward, but then look what Dad and our God have accomplished already!! God is good all the time and I know that we will be seeing even bigger things to come. He never gives up on us and I we must make the choice that we will not give up the battle.