Almost my whole life I took for granted the fact that my Mom always seemed to have it all together. Before she was 28 she had three little girls in tow and the thought never crossed her mind to wait until Dad got home to go to the store. I only have one and I find myself all the time thinking that I will go when someone is available to help out. I have realized that I am lazy. I am lazy beyond belief. My house is always dirty. My laundry is always full and my poor husband comes home to all hell breaking loose more often than not.
Is it a mind issue or a heart issue? I am thinking that it is both. I have to change my mind set and pray for a heart change. I want to be a good mother. I want to be the Mommy that Emma needs and deserves. I want to be the wife that my husband desires and desperately needs. I want to be the woman that God has ordained me to be. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be any of those things.
I have such a sweet husband and my baby girl can light up a room with a simple grin. I have a great life and so need the Lord to help me become content all things!!
I couldn't agree with you more!
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